chorale

jianhao was convincing me to join chorale, cos he said that they may be changing practice dates from saturdays to sundays. don't know if that's really true but it's a tempting thought. i really miss singing. as in choral singing. where people who sing with you share the same passion for making beautiful music. nt through obligation but through love for singing. and really, where else can one find such a competent group of singers bonded by the same passion.

the idea of wcg 08 in austria is also very appealing. haha.

but im scared la. i know im not one of the best singers in vj history. and i didn't exactly have fantastic social memories during my stay in one of the world's top 10 choirs. i know i shldnt be allowing my little fears and apprehensions come in the way of allowing myself to make beautiful music once more. but these doubts are just there and i can't seem to rid of it totally.

i was so against joining this year because of my experiences in vj. and i realised that it's stupid. cos all my reasons were insignificant and well, totally unrelated to the point of joining chorale - to sing again.

there is youth choir in church, yes. but the feeling is just different. we're a wonderful group :) bonded by a different goal. but i want to do more. so im playing with the idea of joining but hmm, i dont know. i'll have plenty of time to think about this though :)

haha this is such a random post about all my little embarrassing thoughts. but the point of this entry is that i really miss singing, in a choir. i really do. and this desire is creeping up on me again.