wishful thinking

reading my pitas brought back some form of inspiration for blogging, haha :D i feel like switching back to my pitas but then again, i must remember that perhaps that phase of my life is over. no matter what i do i have to move on, eh? somehow i think i cld write better then. perhaps the lack of an education these few months have caused me to stop writing effectively.

so i started reading my pitas when jia hong and i were having a strange discussion about mugging. he claims that "mugging is not his mug of tea" (not funny) and i don't really remember it being mine either. so i was wondering how i survived my a levels. apparently i didnt. haha! i sounded so incoherent and faraway mostly. stressed and frustrated and about-to-give-up most of the time.

well, looks like im about to relive that cycle for the next 4 years come august ;) how delightful.

i wished i could write beautifully but sadly i cant. there are so many things i wished i cld do, or want to do. perhaps i should list them down.

1. to dance again, maybe not ballet, but some form of dance :D
2. to sing/compete in a big choir again
3. oh yeah, to write beautiful prose ;)
4. to perform in a musical!
5. take a year or two off, to do mission work/cip abroad.

that's about it for now, actually. am such a simple person. tee hee.