sigh.

its a sucky wk 11. cant wait for sunday to be over.

feeling the jitters for tomorrow, feeling the stress of the piles of undone work :( its gonna be midnight oil (literally) on sunday. and im gonna need a super thick skin for tomorrow. dont know why i get so discouraged. am trying to be confident of own abilities but sometimes people unknowingly dampen confidence with the little things they say :( blah. getting incoherent. things are looking bleak. the mother's unhappy. but i have no choice.

need prayers. lots and lots and lots.