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sudden panic attack again. i thk i wont survive this term, dont seem to understand anything and i can't get over the huge inertia. which totally sucks. feeling weary from the projects and readings. and everything, it's so hard to keep up cos new things keep coming in again and again. feeling rather terrified cos i dont comprehend anything, whether textbooks or slides. concentration keeps wavering, which is not good.

comms individual presentation tomorrow, which im not feeling too good about.

okay, here's sth jianhao made for me that is somewhat cheery enough :)



i wanna fly away, lose myself in fantasies. and sing sing sing in musicals haha. oh well.