a dreadful day?

it is not a day that i look forward to as much as i used to. sometimes it gets dreadful with all the responsibilities that i wish i could shake away.

sometimes i just want to sit and play the piano and not have to talk to anyone or think about anything.

it seems like the heart is not there anymore, there is no more cheerful spirit, ready to take up any task and do it well.

preachers should stop talking about what we should do but instead, tell us how we should do it. i think we all know very clearly what is right and wrong but we just dont know how to go about doing it with the right attitude.

maybe a change of environment tomorrow would do some good afterall, perhaps perhaps.