leave it all behind.

it is a first day of december, a happy month, or so people believe.

in retrospect, its been a good thirteen and half years butit looks like we've got to leave it all behind. i knew the time was to come sooner or later, it just never really sunk in. it is silly to feel sad over something like this but i practically grew up here and everything that i can remember is, well, here.

when i think about the cause of it all, i can't help but feel indignance and disdain. but i remember that God teaches us to forgive and forget. and things always happen for a reason, they always happen for the best. and that's the only thought that keeps me going. that whatever nonsense happens, God intended something to be learnt and at the very very end, He knows what's best for me. all these seemingly huge setbacks will seem so trivial. so so trivial. and the outcome, will always be for the best.

i need to pack for pathfinder camp, but im too tired. maybe tomorrow morning.

it was a happy, sad day today. and it's a bummmpy, uncertain road ahead.

goooodnight.

:)